August 30th was Ethan's farewell. He did a great job with his talk. I had been pretty good at holding my emotions in during this time preparing for his departure to Gilbert. However, at church I had the meltdown. I just remember looking at him sitting on the stand at the beginning of the Sacrament and then the emotions just came to the surface. It took me forever to gain my composure. The realization set in that I wouldn't see him for a couple years. True, I want my son to go on a mission and I've taught him this throughout his life. But, when it comes to the moment of it actually happening, my heart just broke. I know this was the best choice Ethan could have made.
Yes! I was doing just fine until I looked at you and then I lost it for a bit too. It is a strange feeling to look at your child and realize they will no longer be with you for 2 years. You are such a good father who not only teaches but leads by example too. Your kids love you so much and are truly grateful to you. I loved how Ethan said how much you meant to him when he bore his testimony to the ward. Love you babe!
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