Melissa Elaine Creswell Garcia. I am so grateful that I have the chance to date this beautiful, loving, and wonderful person. I am humbled to be in her presence. I wish I could spend all of my time with her. I never get sick of being with her. Lately, Our normal routine is to hit different restaurants through the week by getting together pretty much each day for dinner and to just talk with each other. These have been special moments that I cherish every day. I will be at work and then I constantly find myself so ecstatic to get together with her for dinner , almost every day. The nicer and fancier restaurants we will visit on the weekends Friday. We have been recently to the prohibition, the tree room up in Sundance, the foundry grill also in Sundance just to name a few. Being in her presence is intoxicating. A couple weekends ago when we went  to the foundry, I just enjoyed walking with her along the lit path from the restaurant to the parking lot and being able to hold her hand, feel her next to me and just look at the light sparkle off her complexion while the lights from the pathway reflect on her . I am constantly in awe of how beautiful she is. I can sit at a restaurant and talk with her for hours and just enjoy being in her presence. Two nights ago, we went to the prohibition restaurant. Melissa typically wears form fitting pants and turtleneck type shirts and sweaters, which augment her perfectly shaped legs and breasts. She is so sexy. I find it hard to contain myself. I also love her hair. She will sometimes have it down, other times she will have it up in a bun, and other times she will have the sexy side braid that I just adore. Every time I am with her now, I tell her that I love her, because I do. I want to share all that I am and have with her. As I was making the dreaded drive back to het house to drop her off after an amazing evening, I embraced her and told her that I loved her as we typically do. As she started to walk back to the door is when I told her that I loved her this time. I am pretty sure she said I love you too while she was walking away to her door.  I think that is what she said. That is at least what I heard. I think she said it out of a natural reaction. Other than that one time, she has not told me she loves me yet. I do wonder why she will not say it back because all of her mannerisms reflect love for me. I do wonder what the hesitation is to saying that to me. I do feel I want to ask her why she doesn’t tell me that or if she does love me. I just want to hear verbal affirmation of her love for me.  She does show her love to me in other ways which I feel. She gets dressed up for me. She has given more of her time for me. For example, yesterday, she came out earlier on Saturday with me with Brad and Calvin and Eli and Van and Ava for topgolf  And the movies. We went to see the movie venom last night but for a couple hours before the movie we played at Topgolf. I forgot to take any pictures. It seems lately. I just want to be in the moment and forget to take pictures.